Dear Charlie,

In retrospect, those last two years were highly beneficial. Overall. For me. For my life. Everything. It’s what I needed the most during this specific period of my life. I was lonely at some moments. I chose it, I needed it and I don’t regret any of it. In some ways, it brought a lot of light and sunshine. Probably a little rain too. But y'know it was the good kind of rain. It brought me to h-e-r-e. and h-e-r-e is wonderful. I didn't realize how important it was to value only the friendships that matter until last year. I didn't realize that parents working hard solely for their children is a fact completely underrated. I didn't realize it was possible to fall for someone in such a blissfully manner. I didn't realize that in terms of friendships, closeness ≠ distance.

     Thank you for inspiring me Stephen Chbosky.