"In life, there are some ppl you're going to lose in order to find yourself."

Today, I am 21.

About five years ago, I've stopped labelling the different relationships that I have but the amount of esteem that I have for someone is never the same for someone else. I do not and never have the same admiration for two people. How I treat you and how my attitude is towards you, will define how much I value and appreciate you. Once I think very fondly of someone, I will care and care and love them with the deepest respect that I can have for them. But the thing is, some relationships are transient and others last for a season.. Some relationships will make you grow, while others will outgrow you. Some relationships will be so toxic that you will have to let go of them no matter how hard it is, and other relationships will bring so much light in your life that you will never want to get rid of those.  

Change is a part of of life, it is inevitable but this is one of the things that I will never be able to change about me, no matter how much I want it; I will always have a different amount of respect and trust for the people in my life and I am not and will never be like those people who have a lot of friends but no intimate and deep friendship with them. I value those a lot. I've realized quite some stuff through the different friendships that I've had since now, and I still have a lot more to learn. A part of me will always care for the people I once cherished, still do when I think about it... And I will always be truly grateful for the different friends that I met and the memories I gathered along the way. Thank you.